Monday, November 3, 2008

For Crying Out Loud

It is all getting so serious now. I just heard my husband cry for the first time on the phone. My rock, my strength. We have a dark cloud over us and I sense that it is about to start pouring, flooding all over the place. The other day I was freaking out about some finances, I called Trent and he said "Don't worry, everything will be OK." That made me feel so much better and confident. Today, to hear him cry just makes my heart shatter. It says in the Bible that God will never give you more than you can handle, I don't know if I can handle anymore. I need a solution, and I need it fast. How did it get this bad? Why did it get this bad? What are they going to think and say about us? These are all the questions going through my mind.
Dear God! Please help my family get out of this situation. You are a wonderful, almighty, loving God. Help us through these hard times, Father. I know that you have a plan for everyone, and that is why I am putting it all in your hands now. Lead me into the right direction so that I can do what is right for you. Please bless the other families out there going through the same thing, Father, because I know I am not alone. Thank you for your many blessings! Amen.

4 comments:

Nicknessaemma said...

Know that you are not alone. I don't know exactly what your situation, I hope that things will start getting better for you real soon. These are very scary times. I will be thinking of you.

Ashley Murphy said...

thanks :)

The Beard Family of 5 said...

I'm so sorry. If I can give you any advise, it's to rely on each other for strength right now - don't let it affect your relationship too. Keep talking to each other. XOXO

~Jessi~ said...

I'm so sorry Ashley! I know everyone is going through hard times right now...harder on some than on others! It will get better! Just stay strong!!